Monsoon

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The monsoon frogs croak the language of my lost childhood.
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Do not love my talents. 
Love instead my infinite loneliness.
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All the songs I had learned to sing
It seems were for this day;
All those poems I'd read as a child
They seem so perfect today.
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Do not hate me so;
You and I are one and the same,
Especially that part of me you hate so much.
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When I finally gathered the courage, you turned me down. 
And I thought, this is what I had been waiting for so long.
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You wait for me on the other bank. 
The river flows, and I do not have the courage to swim.
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Do not agree with me. 
Accept me. 
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I look at the moon; and all is well with the world.
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The boy dashed into the room excited: “There was this flash of lightning,” he blurted out. 
“For a moment I thought it was daylight.”
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And when at last I reached the top, I realized I was scared of heights.
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