With you far away

`
I live my days with you, but far away.
I lie awake at night wishing you could
Take away my aloneness, but you cannot.

I walk the New York summer
Listening to you laugh in the trees
And kiss in the sunshine.

I have known myself through your eyes now.
I have listened to the echo of your thoughts
Resonating within me in love's harmony.

You smudge color into wild flowers.
You squeeze water from the rocks 
Into a gurgling spring, that becomes my brook.

The evening sun smudges the grass 
Through green branches, as the park strolls by,
While I sit, waiting for you to come.

You do not come,
Truth tempts me into lying, 
So I tell myself: this is all I need.
`
White Plains, NY
July, 2013

Whispers

Ward Pound Ridge, NY
May, 2013